Bad mood post # 1 (and not the last!)

Cut my hair?! I had not told anyone. First because it's nobody else but my business ... And also because it was like a craving, a necessity. In the past five years I have had hair different hair styles more or less happy but more importantly I had battled almost daily with my own image. Straight hair, smooth, curly or wavy? I went through all stages. And then I had a few days of calm during which I thought long and hard. I hesitated but the need to start from scratch was there. I wanted to free myself. Free myself from an image that did not suit me. An image that would not make me feel like a total stranger in my bathroom every morning. And then there was the feminity, I always felt feminine enough  , that was not a problem but I did not assume the kind of femininity that my hair gave me. Bizarre, perhaps, but nonetheless true. My reflection lasted short time, I scoured the web looking for inspiration, so as not to arrive at the hairdressers with nothing in my hands as inspiration. And I read Jeaneg on his blog and how he was inspired by women with short hair. It was truly a revelation ... All those girls gorgeous and totally serene with short hair, really short. I felt at home. I already imagined my neck feeling the wind. My decision was made, the next day I took an appointment at the hairdresser and during the 24 hours that followed, I was as excited as anxious. I was apprehensive, but in a nice way. I arrived at the hairdresser, she was happy that I dare, and me too. Looked at my locks fall to the ground and I felt better and better. When I got home I was happy and zen. Of course, some have responded by calling me stupid(wtf?) And others have told me you're beautiful, I see your true face now. I do not know who should or should not cut their hair but I just think that when we it want more than we don’t want, you have to trust yourself... And finally to all those who claim that it is not feminine, that guys do not like it (wtf again??). I can only say that I prefer to be looked at  by guys who know how to look beyond a mane: the faces and what emerges from it.